Sunday, February 26, 2006
from Kay
I'm sad today, too. Just realizing it was a week ago today that Dad died. I am missing him- I feel an empty place inside of me. I'm not quite there yet to feel comforted that he is "somewhere watching over me" Yesterday, Marisa was working on an assignment for school- a family tree. We started pulling out photos to use, I pulled out two of the family CD's that Dad had made and couldn't get one of them to open. I just wanted to call Dad to get help with it.
I had a dream the other night about Dad- I was trying to help him get comfortable in his bed.
A few times- I've just sat trying to think of his voice- and worrying that I'm going to forget it.
I'm relieved for his relief of his suffering- but I just miss him for my own selfish reasons.
I, too will value the time we all had together last week. When many of my friends asked what they could do- I explained that there are five kids in our family(plus our individual families) and we were really rallying to spread the tasks around - and that was really good- we were sharing everything. I am so glad for all of you.
Well, I'll post the writing that I read to you the other night-
I love all of you. Kay
I had a dream the other night about Dad- I was trying to help him get comfortable in his bed.
A few times- I've just sat trying to think of his voice- and worrying that I'm going to forget it.
I'm relieved for his relief of his suffering- but I just miss him for my own selfish reasons.
I, too will value the time we all had together last week. When many of my friends asked what they could do- I explained that there are five kids in our family(plus our individual families) and we were really rallying to spread the tasks around - and that was really good- we were sharing everything. I am so glad for all of you.
Well, I'll post the writing that I read to you the other night-
I love all of you. Kay
// posted by duanemeganmarisakayfamily @ 11:55 AM 
